We need each other

 I am not sure how to start this out. I am kind of realizing I really need to rely on other people to help me out when I really need help. I think I have been trying to manage on my own. Me and God. But sometimes God puts people in our lives to help us out. So now I have been trying to use some people to  help with my kids school work, and watch my kids, hang out with my kids, and doing a co-op has helped a lot too! I am only one person.  I can't be everywhere at once. To have people I can call for different things is really helpful and if you are one of those people...Thank you!!! As many of you may know I have been on a program to help my family heal and go to counseling. I haven't done much for work outside of my small businesses. Although the last month and a half I have been trying to train for a new career.  During the training phase you don't get paid for anything and you have to pay to take some classes online and get licensed.  It has been a bit hard.  But I am getting there.  It's hard to know the balance between being with my kids and working. It seems my kids are struggling with it and its hard on them.  Its been hard on me too. We are still healing.  I have now scheduled it to where I can work 3full days and have the other 4 off.  Being in the working world is so different.  I miss just being a mom and having time to help others.  Anyway.  I still get a bit of money from the state, but its not really enough to cover everything.  I used my tax return for as long as I could.  But I have slowly fallen behind on most of my bills.  And this month has been especially hard. I have been trying to pay for my licensing, and I made a very small payment to get a working car since my van is just about done, I need to get around for work, which is extra gas expense too. So I don't know.  Things are really tight right now.  I know God will provide. I've been thankful for my friends who let me use their washing machine because mine is still broke. Sometimes things seem to pile up on you all so hard, but I know it can only get better from here. And its ok if I admit things are a little hard. I think I never wanted to allow myself to say things are hard, because in doing so, it somehow would mean before was better, but that's not true.  Funny the things our minds convince us of. I know good things are coming, and we will get through this small hump. Thanks for being supportive. 

Rent update

GOD is good! I have had several people give me about $200 each. Praise the Lord. And my parents said they will pay the difference. They are not rich but didn't want me to worry about this so soon.The less they have to pay the better, but they are willing. I know its a sacrifice.  So I have $800. If any wants to help with a little more that would be great. I understand its a sacrifice for anyone. So THANKYOU!  I only have a few more months on my lease, if I can make it to the end I will get a few thousand back in deposits. That is my new short term goal. I will go in to pay rent about 2pm. Thankyou.  God is good.

Got my new phone!!

Today I woke up to the phone ringing. It was the phone company telling me my phone was going to be shut off if it's not paid right now. I had no way to pay it at that moment, so I hung up and tried to go back to sleep. Feeling like nobody will be able to call me and I could sleep. I did read Ps 121-123. My help comes from the Lord, maker of heaven and earth. I woke up to a friend at the door. It was so nice to see a familiar face. After she left I opened her card and she had giving me some money. So I was able to go today, and istead of paying my already late phone bill that I have no control over since Donavan took me off of the account, I opened my own phone account that only I can control. So it was a miracle that I didn't pay my old phone bill. Instead I was able to get 4 phones for only $100. My parents were on our account and Donavan turned there phones off a few weeks ago. So I got them their phones back. I am so happy. God worked all of the details out despite my disappointment this morning. So my new number is on Facebook or message me for it. Thankyou for all your prayers and support!

Need $ for rent by friday!

Just posting this because I talked to my Landlord today and found out I have till Friday to pay my rent(that was due on the 1st)or else we will be evicted. So that is my focus for now. I know God will provide. It will be super hard to move in a time like this. My rent is $1500. If you are able even to help with a few dollars, click the donate button below. ThankYou!!!